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1. smoked a cigarette -yes
2. smoked a cigar - yes, but they make me throw up
3. kissed a member of the same sex - yes
4. crashed a friend's car - don't drive
5. stolen a car - no
6. been in love - yes, still am!
7. been dumped - nope
8. shoplifted - when i was little i took flowers off the floor from Frank's
9. been fired - no
10. been in a fist fight - i'm a lover not a fighter
11. snuck out of ur house -nope, my parents are oblivious any which way
12. had feelings for someone who didnt have them back? yeah
13. been arrested - came close
14. made out with a stranger - yes
15. gone on a blind date- does a blind date plus his friend count?
16. lied to a friend - yes sorry all
17. thought a teacher was hott? in 7th grade yea
18. skipped school? not a whole day's worth
19. slept with a co-worker - no
20. seen someone die - no
21. been on a plane - yes
22. thrown up in a bar - nope
23. taken painkillers - nope
24. love someone or miss someone right now- i love Jason and i miss everyone bc i'm alone right now loving
25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by -this summer in Poland we did, gorgeous
26. made a snow angel - yes
27. played dress up - yes, still do sometimes
28. cheated while playing a game - hehe yeah
29. been lonely - i hate being lonely
30. fallen asleep at school? yes
31. used a fake id - yep
32. felt an earthquake - no
33. touched a snake? - recently and their cool, i want shoes made out of them
34. ran a red light - don't drive
35. been suspended from school- nope
36. had detention - tons
37. been in a car accident ... with mommy
38. hated the way you look - not usually
39. witnessed a crime - yes, me and Jonathan thought we saw a thief at H&M
40. pole danced - haha at Hipnoza this summer with Gwen
41. been lost - yes, most often downtown
42. been to the opposite side of the country - New Mexico
43. felt like dying - back during the bad times
44. cried yourself to sleep- yes
45. played cops and robbers - i hate cops, no
46. karaoke - i've never stopped that low
47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't - i'm a walking hypocrite
48. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose - probably, i'm gross like that
49. caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes
50. kissed in the rain - i'm a victim to cliches
51. sing in the shower - all the time
52. made love in a park - no but that sounds awesome
53. had a dream that you married someone - yes
54. glued your hand to something - no
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - no
56. worn the opposite sex's clothes - Jason's shorts
57. been a cheerleader - YEAH!!!
58. sat on a roof top - at Julia's we used to, mad scary
59. didn't take a shower for a week - yea when i was sick, and sometimes i'm just not in a showering mood :)
60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone- i've never watched a scary movie alone. i did watch Napoleon Dynamite alone and it SUCKED
61. played chicken?- no
62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - no
63. been told you're hot by a complete stranger - yeah dirty men
64. broken a bone - a miniature bone in my foot before 6th grade camp
65. been easily amused - always
66. laugh so hard you cry- yeah
67. mooned/flashed someone - haha yea
68. Cheated on a test - i used to a lot
69. forgotten someone's name - yes, and it's soo embarrassing
70. slept naked - of course, it's my thang!
71. gone skinny dipping in a pool - no just a pond
72. been kicked out of your house - not my house, my aunt's appt yes
73. blacked out from drinking - yeah
74. played a prank on someone - what else is the point of April fools?
75. played poker - yes and i suck at it
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[04 Jul 2005|05:30pm] |
my room smells. a lot, like old clothes, beer, guacamole and a bunch of other things. very sexy. my parents are coming home friday but tear, we will not see each other bc i will be in Vermont! with Jason. i am soo excited! except for the fact that we might do outdoorsy things but that could be interesting.
i just got into facebook and i have to tell u, it's pretty addicting. kinda sad but fun. ciao
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this week should be some goood times. give me a call and we'll kick it.
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holy shit i'm graduating today
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[20 Jun 2005|10:03am] |
school is officially done for me...just gave my Senior Options presentation.
im sooo bored and lonely :(
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[19 Jun 2005|10:37am] |
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i just bought OAR tickets for me and Jason this summer!!!
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[12 Jun 2005|09:23am] |
i am going to my Poland reunion with all my girls, once i figure out train schedules!
i need a job for the summer. i have nothing whatsoever. cK isn't hiring me and i donno what to do. this is making me feel nauseous, stressed and anxious. i wish i had a longer resume but i dont. i also wish i were 18, bc then i could at least qualify for the jobs out there. my one demand is that i have to be in Manhattan. since i am home for the summer and that is bad enough, i at least have to work in my fav place. i am seriously screwed.
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today will be tons of fun! taking a 11:14 train to Manhattan with Alex. we're hanging out in the garment industry, going to M&J Trimmings to buy stuff for our possible line of clothing. then to the West Village, to the "exciting store" lol. we also have to go to Union Sqaure so i can get my nails done and also the East Village so she can get her ear pierced (cartilage.) i'm bringing my fake id so i hope that works. and i'm sleeping over Aunt Randie's so i can go to MY FIRST DAY AT CALVIN KLEIN!!! i am so fucking excited!
this weekend has been great. Edgemont Aid was the best time. it was the most fun time in Edgemont. everyone was there, Jules wasn't bc she was in Ct :( Alex, Jonathan, Sammy, her friend Allie, Claire, Paul and a bunch of random people that i made friends with. Jason was there and some drama went down but o well. my brother played really well and i was happy. i loved that it was outside bc it was like Woodstock. then we went to Sammy's to chill and eat cake. then Jonny slept over. omg me, Jonathan and Alex went to Artillery to smoke, and a few girls pulled up from my grade also to smoke and they couldn't believe that i had been smoking since 10th! haha i love how people from my school think i am very quiet and reserved.
anywayyy then yesterday i went to Marsha's with Jonny for my knitting lesson. it was fun but i suck. then he went home, i babysat, made $20. Jason picked me up, we fought a little and then it was ok. i think it was bc it's strange now that he's home bc my friends don't get along with him very well. it's really sad. it will never be like Carrie and Aiden with her girlfriends. o well. he is worth anything so.
well this is getting a little lengthy. gotta get ready for the city and to go driving with daddy!
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[09 May 2005|08:35pm] |
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funniest thing ever:
Julia telling me today that Zena is going to... OBERLIN with her. omg i was going to die. we were so sure that we'd never see him again, that he would join the fresh class of Princeton. i actually do fear for my life every time i go to Loehmann's and hang out in Chelsea, bc that is too close to his apt for comfort. and i laugh every time i go to Rico's or McSorlys. today i found a huge stain on my bag and it turned out it was beer from Friday night. i thought it was coffee or soy sauce.
anyways, Jason is coming home in 2 days and i'm psyched! today was pretty good. Sammy picked me up at 7am so me, her, and Jules could do the thing for the library. i got yelled at by a Greenburgh cop and it was bad. my portrait in photo kicks ass and it's all rainbow. i am driving with my dad and i must say i'm not horrible. but things with the parents aren't too good, bc of my "monkey business." mom caught me and Jonathan smoking cigarettes Saturday night and she was pissed. but i haven't got grounded yet bc i'm wily. and i'm still going to Boston with Jonny, Jules, and Dave so YAY! Senior Options starts Monday hell yea!
i have my AP tomorrow for Psych, but studying's not happening.
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[07 May 2005|01:42pm] |
Marsha is knitting me a light shawl to wear to the prom! it's this really beautiful grey mohair with silver running through it. AND... she's teaching me how to knit!!! i'm sooooo excited! next Saturday is my 1st lesson. soon i'm going driving with daddy...my very 1st time ever. and no, i don't have my permit yet. i'm nervous.
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last night was fun... hung out with Jules and her friend Natasha who's also going to Oberlin. we went to the East Village, ate at Cinderella Falafel, Rico's. bought some drinks and bought rose flavored tobacco. my stuff didn't agree with me so i puked it was bad. then we walked over to McSorlys, ordered a pitcher of dark beer and chilled. walked around, bought some rolling paper and went to Julia's. smoked a little, then went to bed at 3. we woke up at 8 to do the flier thing. that was fun. i am wearing my prom dress, shoes, and earrings and i look hot i must say!! later, i'm going to the yarn store with mom and Marsha, they want to knit me a shawl for prom. tonight, babysitting, then over to Julia's with Alex to smoke and then sleep over! i'm seeing Jason sooooo soon!!
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[01 May 2005|10:35am] |
it's been little while since i've updated.
since the little incident with the police, i was so paranoid Saturday night. we were smoking at the gazebo at Scarsdale library, and i kept seeing lights and hearing sirens. sorry all.
Florida was great, just mom and me visiting the grandparents. we rented a cute little car and so we could do anything. we went to the beach every day and shopped. i got a good tan but now i'm peeling a little.
my "meet and greet" with Sally from Calvin Klein went really well. on the way out, she shook my hand and said "welcome to Calvin Klein. see you on the 16th." YAYY!!
work work and more work keeps piling up and i keep ignoring it.
there are so many people that i have to call. sorry i keep procrastinating things are pretty busy.
i'm still looking for prom shoes, but at least i have a backup pair.
Jonathan was here for the weekend. we had a picnic with Jules and Dave in her glass house. later, i told him how to smoke from my bowl, but he said he couldn't get anything. tear tear.
Saturday, woke up smoked a bowl, watched Garden State with Jonathan. he went to Burger King i talked to Jason. later we went to the village for lunch and met up with Alex. babysitting, made $65.
today, going to New Jersey to see our family friends. hopefully Julia is coming.
Jason's coming home in 9 days!! i am sooo nervous about next year in college and how it will work out with him. we just got back together and already we're talking about being apart :(
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[23 Apr 2005|07:47am] |
this break has been interesting (?) so far. Thursday we were looking to buy and went to Ossining. me, Jules, and Nuji picked up her friend. kinda awkward since we hooked up at the begininning of the year. we are driving along and trying to call his dealer. he says that he is holding for us, but won't give it to us bc he's at home. it really pissed us off bc we didnt' drive for nothing and we had a lot of money with us. took a 5:45 train to the city with a bunch of ppl for Kate's bday. the dinner was amazing. it was at a restaurant called Asia de Cuba, woww. they took an early train home and so i went to Aunt Randie's. i was sad.
then Friday, i might with Sally from Calvin Klein!!! it went really well. i had the internship in the bag already, but she just gave me a tour and introduced me to people. i am sooo lucky to have this internship. i'm psyched. then i met up with Alex. we had this whole amazing day planned but it turned out bad. it got cold and rainy, the restuarant in Williamsburg was closed and then i got this horrible migraine so we had to leave early. i felt horrible. i slept for a few hours, then Anuja and Rischit came by to pick me up to smoke. we picked up Alex and went to find a place and then bought munchies at 7 11. we smoked a lot a lot wow i needed it. i was tripping balls and we were parked in her car near a park late, eating. a Police car pulled up next to us and asked us why we were parked. OMG I WAS BUGGING OUT!!! Anuja did really well, told them we were driving home and stopped to eat. thank god she handled it bc i donno what would have happened if they had caught us. anyway it's all good now. they dropped me and Alex off, and Alex slept over.
today, i'm hanging out with Jules and we're gonna have a major bitch session. then later, Passover dinner. i'm going out with Anuja, Jules, and Becca and we're hitting the bowl.
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[19 Apr 2005|08:42pm] |
i have just been exhausted lately. blahhhh.
today Mr. Coffin and i put together a portfolio for me to bring with me when i meet everyone at Calvin Klein. AHHH!!!! i can't wait! i have been working on some really kickass stuff lately...namely my graffiti project which came out amazing. it was this beautiful dragon. i made a copy for Jason and then i solarized it. things have been hard.
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right now i feel like the ultimate shit. i was sooo mean today to so many people, most importantly the love of my life. on the phone he asked me if i enjoy being mean, and i really had nothing to say. i feel like a complete idiot and so immature and babyish. i am really angry with myself.
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wow i was in a horrible mood today. i didn't take my medicine, i am in the process of changing. the project kept me up late last night and lots of coffee today didn't seem to help. me and Alex cried to each other 6th. in good news, Coffin put up one of my photos, the Andy Warhol one on our school's website. ehs.edgemont.org, and scroll down. it didn't, in my opinion, get the kudos that it deserved from someone that it should have. o well.
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[12 Apr 2005|08:12pm] |
today was borinng. i can't believe it's only Tuesday. it feels like i was at Wash U. soo long ago. omg yesterday in AP Psychology we were talking about how sometimes ppl perceive their health symptons to be much worse then they are. Ms. Smith gives us the example of "someone comes into the emergency room. they're sweating, they're heart's racing, they're eyes are dilated, and they have dry mouth. what do you think it could be?" and i raised my hand and said "they're high on marijuana?" and she says "uh no, what are other guesses." turns out it was too much caffine in the person's system and they thought they were having a panic attack. it was sooo funny.
today was whatever. i saw Kate's prom dress after school today and they're sooo similar. hehe hers is really cute. not much else going on.
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i had the most amazing time at Wash U. the campus is really beautiful, it's a luxury school i swear. i met Jason's friends, and they are really fabulous. i approve. it's nice that i finally met all of the people that he told me about, and i am no longer jealous of them bc i know how cool they are. which is good because...
JASON AND I OFFICIALLY GOT BACK TOGETHER! it's amazing, and surreal! no more open relationship. thank goodness i hated that bullshit. we went on our 2nd 1st date on Saturday night, yummy Middle Eastern food.
we hung out in his dorm a lot, that was fun. partied a bit, came home a little burnt. hehe there was some drama all i can say is keep it in Edgemont. i cried when i left. i just got a boyfriend and then i had to say good bye! i think the visit was a turning point. when i think of him, i think the future. i am soo glad we're together, and going on 2 years!
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so after school today Julia and Dave pick me up so we can go to the galleria. Jules and I get our ears pierced at Claire's, Dave supplied the ID. i cried of course, but they look good. i got a 3rd hole on the left side and a middle cartiledge ring on the right side, so i have 4 and 3. then we walked around the mall. then we drove to Havana Jeans so we could look for girl jeans for Dave. it was so funny, but unfortunately unsuccessful. my mom still hasnt noticed about the ears. now i am super psyched for Washington University! i packed (alot) and i am going to relax the rest of hte night and watch "Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood."
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